mehish

as the result of: my brain being tired, complements on the shirt, and having nothing else to take pictures of..

this happened.

note to self.

note to self:
take a break
pick up the camera
dust it off
and take some pictures again.

oh, half of my heart.

show yourself.
be yourself.
enjoy yourself.
play hard, so that you are in debt to yourself,
so that you must then work hard to repay it.
youre not better than anybody else,
but NOBODY is better than you.
-j.mayer.

catch up on my life since then.

'im writing you
to catch you up
on places ive been.' -johnmayer.

so since i havent been blogging for a while, i thought id post a 'catch up on my life since then' post.
so here we go.
christin
jules
and
i
bought
hats.








we
had
our
family
christmas
on
the
23rd.





i
got
two
roses.
for
two
months.






i
made
cupcakes
with
the
boyfriend.








and
the
boyfriends
cooked.







i
went
to
visit
friends
i grew
up with
in
south
carolina.





and
i
played
with
cute
puppies,
too.






i
found
a
tree
that
sheds.







and
how
a
rose
looks
without
its
petals.



i
spent
time
with
a
cute
girl.
and
a
cute
boy.




and
i
laughed,
too.
a lot.










so
right
now,








id
say
life
is
pretty
good.

crash.

i think this deserves a post.
today i got in a car accident. my first. - really scary. like really. i was pulling out of school and overlooked a car coming my way. then saw it when i was in its direct path, i froze. i think i probably could have pushed the gas and gotten a little more out of the way, but i froze. and before i knew what was going on it was over and i was looking at deflated side airbags to my left. i dont even remember hitting them, i can still feel on my cheek where my face hit the airbags but other than that i was fine. the car had hit my door. MY door. if i didnt have side airbags, i dont know what would have happened. its really scary to think about but keeps going through my head. i started breathing reaaalllly hard. i was scared. i have never been a car accident in my entire life. not even when i was little. i havent even been in the car when someone has gotten a ticket, so this was really new. this was my first, and i was the one driving. so immediately i started crying, of course. but everything got taken care of, and nobody was hurt. thats the best part. im glad no one was hurt. my shoulders starting to be a little sore. i just keep trying to see if i can remember anything. its like it didnt even start and it was over. all i heard was the noise. and all i can tell you about that is it was really loud.
so there it is. my first car crash. hopefully i wont have to go through that again. i am definitely going to pay extra extra extra extra, did i say extra yet? -- extraaa attention to cars coming and going. that is for sure. be careful on left turns.

blog.

i really want to blog.
im going to again soon.
i will.
i just dont have time tonight.
so theres update promise.
this week for sure.
maybe tomorrow.

lights.

as i was driving home from the church wednesday night i came across something that was very exciting for me.
okay heres the background.-
there is always this house on jefferson street that goes all out hard core with their christmas decorations. however, this year they have some competition.
the house across the street, well the houses (two) are all decked out with lights as well. now, they dont really have the same inflatables as the hard core house does, but there still seems to be some competition going on.
this is a very awesome thing to see. however, it is very distracting. so distracting, that you could almost get into an accident because it is so distracting. the christmas lights are so exciting to look at that you could almost rear end an old lady with quite large hair and a handicap sticker on the back of her navy minivan. yes you could remember that because you came inches away from hitting it. oh, and by you, i mean me.
therefore, i caution you drivers. do not let your eyes wander too much while looking at christmas lights.